Changing...

What i say, i really mean to it...

Changing, everything is changing now. i meant FRIENDSHIP. I'v been never chat with my secondary school friends for so long time. When's the last time i chat vf them? Christmas eve i think. and that only few of them.

Why dont i chat with them? In contrast, why don't they find me?
When i reali need someone to chat, i gt those respond "what wind blow you to find me?". Is that i gt from you?

If i dont find u guys, arent you guys wont find me?
i like to hear "I miss you" rather than "Hi, how are you?" thru our conversation.
"I miss you" these 3 words contain a lot of meaning, besides love, there's a full of friendship inside there.

"Hi, how are you?" is only a regard to us, and of course that contains manners inside.

When i really want to chat with them, they are so busy, else, doing somethings. Or, may be im too free to bother them?

Even my best frs, when see them appear online on msn or facebook, i dont wish im the one to find them, and i wish they are the 1st who find me to chat 1st. But, this is impossible, bcx almost only im the one who find them and chat. May be im not so frs with you guys? hahahahaha. think so... ...

Or they even dont find anyone to chat, and jz appear online? Erm, may be.

It's fine...I'm fine... Luckily i still have my internet frs and my campus frs to chat... otherwise, i ll boring til the spider-web around my bodies...

This post doesnt meant anythings or harm to one of u. Just wat im thinking and releasing those thought.