Future

what's love meant???
i reali wish to know what's love mean...i was chatting vf kylie last few days...i said, before 24yrs old i ll be a play boy, or be the 1 who oways like to play...dun care about love...izit hard for me to do so???i hav no idea on it...seriously, tis few days i keep thinkin of someone else...my heart's jumpin like my JoJo's heart, damn faz...and i was dreamin abou u...nt onli a day...3 days...*shock*...i was wondering y u ll cam into my dream...><...although i noe, both of us is impossible...but im stil thinkin of it...how c2p i am ya???...haha...

jz a letter for ByRoN [when u c thru the letter, muz remind urself, u can do it...let it go] :
ByRoN, is time to wake up...dont dream anymore...it's impossible for u...dun let somethings to influnce ur mind...jz concentrate on ur study...after tat, many "being" r waiting for u...around u...so, jz relax and dun think about it...i muz fight for my target...DR[vet]...so, jz let it go...be tough man...be strong man...
i noe it's nt easy to giv up...but try ur best and u muz do it otherwise u ll be more suffer in ur life...><...

ok...now, we'v started to be normal chat...even sms or msn...we jz be friend...okay???
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keep thinkin of my future tis few days...it's reali hard for me...tough...how com a guy who gt 5A's in SPM can gt a DR course in UPM ya???[diploma in animal health and production]...i muz further up my study in Bachelor...[Veterinary Doctor]...it takes 7 years for me to complete my study...it's reali damn long period...by the way, i'd reali appreciate tis course bcx it's my dream course...i'd reali reali reali happy when the offer letter cam onto my hands...

ok, the point is, should i apply for JPA scholarship???haha...im worry about my GPA...bcx the results of every sem nid above 3.3, though i gt 3.5 last sem...honeslty, i didnt reali like the 1st sem and 2sem since we nid to take all the islamic study, etnic and so on...i'd prefer nex sem, bcx it's a sem which we reali nid it><...

i wish i can further up my study at overseas...UK...NewZealand...SanFrancisco...where the place i love the most...i had surfed all the Uni and scholarships for Vet' course in tis few days...hopefully my diploma results ll nt be too bad and i can apply for all tiz scholarships nia...^^...
haha...

BYRON, u can do it...ur future is ur hand^^...